You just can’t find resource material better than this. Someone, somewhere, at sometime, brought all these videos together, and by chance, it landed in my hands. How could I let go of it now, just because I was getting old. Well, that is exactly why I am letting go; someone will find them as amazing as I did, and they may need the information just as I did.
After a period of distraction, I find that, as a writer, I must start all over again to do an original start-from-scratch story. It was hard, but I found a way.