Almost There….

Walk through that door if you dare!

Walk through that door if you dare!

I’ve been off for a few months, but hardly on vacation!  I finally made the leap into what might be called the Indie writers “big time!” I walked through that magic door and created a limited liability publishing company for R.Z. Halleson and Associates to achieve better exposure and distribution for the books and other writings that I pour my heart and soul into.

The challenges have been enormous, but I’ll admit that I had some things going for me. Let’s look at some pros and cons.

The good things: 

  • A solid background in marketing: An MBA from Northwestern’s Kellogg School of Business, and lots of hands-on experience.
  • Seeing challenges as problems to be solved.
  • Incredible persistence in learning what I needed to know to accomplish any given task.
  • Willingness to be my own harshest critic.
  • Accepting that I wasn’t the best in the field, probably never would be, but good enough to get the job done and not embarrass myself.

Things that work against me:

  • My age. I will be eighty years old in another year. (Gosh, that sounds old! Lots of people are even dead by then.)
  • Budget constraints. Living on a fixed income means that I do everything (I mean EVERYTHING) myself. There is no money to hire anyone to proofread, edit, create websites, keep track of income and expenses (such as they are), and so I use free stuff whenever I can.
  • Where I live. This is actually a mixed bag. I love living in this Continuing Care Retirement Community  because the people living here are friendly, and most have lived full, interesting, and productive lives. The downside is that every day I watch friends slide into dementia, or succumb to the physical ailments of old age. My very first novel was about the care of the elderly back in the eighties. Painful to write and painful to read.

I took the leap anyway. In spite of the downsides, my desire to get my observations and stories out to the public was greater than my fear of failure. Only time will tell if this was the right decision.

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Midnight Thoughts

R. Z. Halleson:

I think that you are not alone in your feelings. I am re-blogging this post to I also forwarded a link to my grandson who is pretty much in the same situation that you are.

Originally posted on alostyoungmind:

Earlier today while I was at work, listlessly cleaning up the used dishes of my dining room patrons, a thought struck me like a bolt of lightning…I was not happy with where my life is. And yes you could make the argument that I am still young, a spry 19 years young, and I literally have the rest of my life ahead of me but remember….I”M 19! Nothing moves fast enough for me simple because I want to rest of my life to start now. Why? Why!
Why does everything have to happen at high speeds for young people like me? I think it’s because of fear. Fear of an unknown future and ,most importantly, failure are in my opinion the driving force behind the social advancement of my generation. I believe that since we have been in school we have had the fear of failure drilled into us. With…

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